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Want to buy - Teahouse Chapter 5

Journal Entry: Thu Dec 18, 2014, 12:23 PM
Hi everyone,

Well, as many Teahouse fans must know, it's over. And in the day they posted the news on the website, I went to Shark Robot store to buy my Chapter 5 since I was unemployed when they released it and I couldn't buy. So, when I was making the payment, my internet had a huge hiccup and the site wouldn't accept my payment anymore. Since it was the last time Teahouse goods would be for sale, I was desperate, but ended up fixing everything buy morning and bought my Chapter 5 and paid 24 dollars of shipping to make sure it would arrive safely.

Well, today it arrived and for my rage, I opened the package and got a Chapter THREE instead of FIVE, even though the invoice they sent with it said Chapter FIVE.

I contacted Shark Robot, since well, they sold Chapter Five to me, so their stocks should correspond with the invoice, so maybe I would have a chance, and what did they say?

"I'm sorry, we're sold out, here's your refund."

FUCK YOU SHARK ROBOT. How can you be sold out if one of the volumes you sold TO ME?! Godammit!!! They took away the last chance I had of buying the chapter five and completing my collection!!!! How can I support the artists if they don't help?!

I sent Emirain an email talking about my situation, but if their answer is negative about the last chapter, would anyone have a spare volume or maybe bought it to resell later? I want it pretty bad, but I will only accept mint new ones, please.

Right now, I am having to control my rage and the will to set this volume three on fire, but in respect to THE ARTISTS who I admire, I will keep this volume three.

Thank you very much Shark Robot. I hope you have a nice Christmas.

  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: birds singing
  • Reading: The Ocean in the Enf og the Lane - Neil Gayman
  • Playing: Final Fantasy XIV
  • Drinking: Green tea with lemon


Hopeless... by fadeddreamss
After so long feeling like I should hold it all to myself and suck it up, I got to a point where I just need to open up, or else I'm gonna explode. I've always tried to be as strong as I could for the sake of everyone around me, but right now I just can't... I'm officially broken.

No one will ever understand how overwhelming it feels to put your all into something and then just watch it sink. I feel terribly lonely now, and it's been almost two years I feel like this and have cried out for help so many times and all my words end up falling on deaf ears.

It's hard as hell to try to keep acting like everything's normal when you know and you feel deep inside it isn't. When you used to have someone by your side to support you and suddenly you don't have that anymore. When each day you notice that anything becomes a distraction that makes them forget about you and you can't do anything, because everytime you say something about it, you're overreacting and being selfish... and you see that the matter isn't lack of time in general, it's just that their focus changed to something/someone else.

And after months and months of staying silent, trying to cope, you find yourself so hopeless that you start to give up on everything you used to love, one by one... and you see that it doesn't really matter if you're there or not. It won't change much. And you see decisions that should involve you being taken without your consent, or without anyone really thinking about how you're gonna feel. In the end, you used to be so strong, you might be even be a robot, right?

But what no one knows is how many nights you spent crying yourself to sleep because what you feel never really mattered in the end. What no one notices is that you spend the day laughing and acting like you're okay, but on the inside you just want to fall on your bed and sleep forever.

I'm just so tired because when I try to open up people usually just act like I'm being too dramatic but they don't want to know I'm dying inside, they just think it's too hard for them to make any difference and prefer to brush the problem away, taking the easy path. And the best part is knowing that even though I said all of this and exposed myself in this post, the people who really matter will probably just act like they never read it...

God, I'm so hopeless... =.=
Throw your braid! by fadeddreamss
Throw your braid!
Woa, I had this file lying around in my HDD since 2013 and suddenly decided to finish it cause I really liked the idea, I hope you like too! It's a cross-over between Journey and Rapunzel XD


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Mariana Roriz
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All the works shown here are Mariana Roriz and you do not have permission to use, modify and/or make any profit with it. Reposting is fine, WITH CREDIT TO THIS GALLERY. I do not give permission for these works to be used in any confession blog. Thank you

I am an art student who wants to work with it, and started drawing when I was 6. Many things interest me a lot, and I seem to breath arts everyday, spending the day on this site or talking about it with friends. I like to draw, paint, photograph, play games, specially RPG, read books, listen to music, research things on internet etc... My favorite music style is Rock, but I can listen to almost anything, if the song touches me in any way. My atistic work ranges from sketches to doll photography and customization, as you can see in my gallery. :3

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Thank you! ^^ Happy New Year to you too! I hope 2015 will be your best year so far!!!
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